tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1768472836656207763.post6161891395834277304..comments2020-04-06T02:05:26.122-04:00Comments on Finding My Inner Unicorn: Am I scared to recover?Sarahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02756056068842051746noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1768472836656207763.post-25055009383934573082012-02-08T15:01:53.599-05:002012-02-08T15:01:53.599-05:00This is such a hard thing to grapple with....if I ...This is such a hard thing to grapple with....if I am not eating disordered, then what am I?? The eating disorder filled such a large part of my being, so I KNOW that it would be IMPOSSIBLE to "take it away" without replacing it with something else/other things. For me, I know that I will not achieve a state of recovery/be fully recovered until I begin to find meaning and fulfillment in other areas of my life. I have reached the point in my ED where I feel like I have ALMOST enough to let it go, but the one thing that I don't have is completely holding me back. I think of it as the eating disorder being the "fuel" in my metaphorical car...I have found a ton of meaning in my life and driven out about 3/4ths of the tank, but until the "tank" is empty, it will not be fully removed from my life.Katiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12578881432503346435noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1768472836656207763.post-15531171981120496162012-02-04T12:36:11.224-05:002012-02-04T12:36:11.224-05:00I understand what you mean. Being physically recov...I understand what you mean. Being physically recovered is amazing, but so scary. I still "think" like an anorexic but don't look it. It takes time for your head to catch up with your body.<br /><br />Keep writing!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18225651315132673083noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1768472836656207763.post-73888682636180068252012-02-03T23:11:40.829-05:002012-02-03T23:11:40.829-05:00I'm going to be 22 next week. And thank you!I'm going to be 22 next week. And thank you!Sarahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02756056068842051746noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1768472836656207763.post-74148099819006250812012-02-03T17:47:08.365-05:002012-02-03T17:47:08.365-05:00i love this post for reasons that i cannot yet div...i love this post for reasons that i cannot yet divulge. <br />i am smiling.<br />i am nodding.<br />i am resonating. <br />what is your age? if you have previously informed me, then i apologise. but so much of what you write connects with particular periods of my life that i simply must have confirmation of it. <br />please tune into my monday blog post, as it addresses the "what am i?" question. i adore your blog! x<br /><br />www.nicoleandgwendolyn.comAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00857588347866852870noreply@blogger.com