I'm sorry for the negativity, but today is just awful. I'm feeling so depressed and lonely. I don't understand how these intense feelings come on so quickly. Yesterday I was okay, I may have even felt happy for vague moments. But today I just can't stop crying because I'm so lonely and depressed.
God I feel like I'm throwing a pity party. I'm really not. I really just wish I had someone to talk to sometimes so I didn't feel like this every other day. I wish my parents would call me. I feel so silly saying that since I'm 22, but I really am homesick and want to hear their voice, and want reassurance that they still love me and care about me.